For those of you who have followed me for a while you might remember i went to Melbourne a few months back for my best friends wedding. I was so nervous to not wear leggings under my dress as some of you would know my biggest insecurity has always been my legs!!
She sent me these pictures last night and i was shocked for a number of reasons.
Firstly i am not as big as i think i am in my head and also my legs look great not perfect but hell after 4 kids i will take them!!
Now i need to try and put what i see and what i feel together as at the moment i feel like that 112kg+ girl i was when i first started this page and my journey 2 years ago.
Does anyone else struggle with this?
I only need to eat something bad for me and it sets me off on a cycle of self destruction and binging which doesn't help, only makes things worse.